On Saturday I started the whole thing. I simply asked T for the key to the big storage so I could check my stuff and to remove the garbage that was there. She changed persona's in a heartbeat and stomped off into the hallway. I said never mind, just forget that I asked. You'd have to know and see how she changes to know just what I'm talking about. That hurts my feelings so bad you can't imagine. Then she stomped back up the hallway and out the door, saying I'm Leaving. (for work)
I texted her and said, "All I can say to you is that you face your own karma. I know you don't want to hear it, but you will remember everything you do in the years to come."
All weekend I have been cautious and not saying much, just mainly staying in my bedroom. If I watched something on tv she would turn her phone way up and I said, so that's to let me know you don't want me watching that?
I cam in from church yesterday and mainly didn't talk and didn't choose to watch anything on tv, then went to bed early.
Today......I crept around till 11:30 when she woke up and then I started cleaning. When I went in the bathroom she had pulled off a pair of MY panties that had a panty liner on them and the whole thing was soaked with blood. I yelled, yes I did, to her to come in there. She said no, she didn't think she would. I said yes, you will come in here and clean this up right now. Ofc she didn't. For a bit. After I said you will do it or just get your stuff and go to work and don't come back. I said I know you don't have any respect for me or care what I think, but no one in the world would do something like this if they cared a bit about someone. I said I know you don't have any respect but you live here, and you will not do things like this if you want to keep living here. I said try leaving something like that at Cody's house and see how it goes!
She went in there and got the panties and threw them in the trash. She walked around and I just sat on my computer and watched videos. I asked her once to come watch a video and she smarted off so I just left it at that. When she was leaving for work she said, I'm leaving, I'm going, Bye, and See Ya, and See you when I get back. And I didn't respond at all.
I am so depressed, or I was, but it's all on her now. I am not going to feel bad, just not, not anymore. It's her life, she's trying to make mine awful, but she's more miserable than I am. She's making her own life bad, and as of now I won't help her any more. Nope, nada, not at all!
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